Regarding your situation, I want to acknowledge that it takes courage to share such a personal experience. If you're looking for support or resources, there are organizations and professionals who can provide help.
I must also consider the cultural context. The terms used are in Indonesian, so the user might be from an Indonesian-speaking region. I should be aware of local laws and societal norms regarding privacy and sexual consent. Additionally, the use of "indo18" might indicate this is related to adult content. However, promoting or assisting in the creation of content involving non-consensual acts, even fictional, could be problematic depending on local laws and content policies.